FOR A MOMENT..

pada  mulanya terfikir adakah dia yang aku cari..
tapi perasaan ni kian pudar setelah lama bersama..
dia sangat baik tetapi   tidak memahami perasaan ini..
adakah dia untukku...

Light painting

kerinduan

Ayah dimana engkau berada
disini aku merindukanmu
menginginkan untuk berjumpa
merindukan akan belaianmu

Kasih sayangmu selalu ku rindu
engkau selalu hadir dimimpi
mimpi yang begitu nyata bagiku
menginginkan engkau untuk kembali

Aku selalu mengharapkan engkau hadir
menemani aku setiap hari
menemani masa pertumbuhanku ini

Aku tumbuuh menjadi besar
tanpa engkau disisiku
tanpa engkau yang menemani h

Bosan3x..

BOsan..

ya,
Bosan..

jam Dinding yang berdetik..
deRuan KIpas Yang melankolik
bagaikan mengejek kekemutan masaku berlalu..

bosan
adakah begini aku sampai akhirnya
memandang saujana di balkoni
seaKan maHU ku IKut Burung-burung itu
Bergembira di atas..tanpa rasa BOsan pada derUan angin yang KUat,
HUjan Yang gerimis..

Bosan,
ku CUba laRikan masa
deNgan MenjengaH buKU tuaku
yang seAkan terkesima DGn kehadiranku di lembarannya..
tapi aku ditinggalKan dia JUa
yang Bosan DGn ku..

adakah DUnia ini yang Membosankan..
atau,adakah aku..
yang sebenarnya membosanKan..?

entah?
haRUskah aku Keluar Mencari eRti bosan ITu
jikA apa Y ku Mahu ialah Bersendiri..
tapi mengapa Bosan Menyelubungi
tatkala ini..?

Terasa macam diri tak dihargai..

tidak mampu melawan..
tidak mampu membantah...
nak keluar xkasi keluar...
bahaya katanya..
tapi pernah tak terfikir adakah dia..
setiap kali ku inginkan..
tak mampu  untuk meluahkan..
selalu mematikan perbualan hanya begitu sahaja..
setelah lama menunggu..

Pilih jalan yang betul..

ada ayat yang mengatakan..
jika mencintaimu adalah salah aku taknak menjadi betul..
that is a bullshit words you know...
come wake up her or him is not for you...
why you want to be such a loser...
dia memang bukan ditakdirkan bukan untuk kita..
move on..
what i we waiting for...

meaning full lyrics

Goodbye to you my trusted friend 
We've known each other since we were nine or ten 
Together we've climbed hills and trees 
Learned of love and ABC's 
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees 

[Bryan:]
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that spring is in the air 
Pretty girls are everywhere 
Think of me and I'll be there 

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time 

[Shane:]
Goodbye Papa please pray for me 
I was the black sheep of the family 
You tried to teach me right from wrong 
Too much wine and too much song 
Wonder how I got along 

[Mark:]
Goodbye papa it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that the spring is in the air 
Little children everywhere 
When you see them I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone 

[Nicky:]
Goodbye Michelle my little one 
You gave me love and helped me find the sun 
And every time that I was down 
You would always come around 
And get my feet back on the ground 

[Shane:]
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere 
I wish that we could both be there 

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone