special for you

This is how the story went
I met someone by accident
Who blew me away
Blew me away
And It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, buried them away

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

Dropped you off at the train station
Put a kiss on top of your head
Watched you wave
And watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
And neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call that home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
Away, yeah

Woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And though I wish that you were here
On that same old road that brought me here
It's calling me home
It's calling me home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I can spend my whole life hiding my heart away

best friend

Do you remember when I said I'd always be there.
Ever since we were ten, baby.
When we were out on the playground playing pretend.
Didn't know it back then.

Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
Back when we were so innocent

[Chorus:]
I pray for all your love
Girl our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
This is something like a movie
And I dont know how it ends girl
But I fell in love with my Best Friend

Through all the dudes that came by
And all the nights that you'd cry.
Girl I was there right by your side.
How could I tell you I loved you
When you were so happy
With some other guy?

Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
When we were so innocent.

[Chorus]

I know it sounds crazy
That you'd be my baby.
Girl you mean that much to me.

And nothing compares when
We're lighter than air and
We don't wanna come back down.

And I don't wanna ruin what we have
Love is so unpredictable.

But it's the risk that I'm taking, hoping, praying
You'd fall in love with your best friend

[Chorus x2]

I remember when I said I'd always be there
Ever since we were ten baby.

karma..

everything make sense now...
whatever happend is because of me..
semuanya karma untuk aku..
kerana menyakitkan hati orang yang menyayangi aku
setulus hati dia..
dan sekarang aku menjadi seperti mereka..
i deserve it everything was happend now..
i wish i could run..
but is to late now..
i just have to wait what happend next...
karma was hit me i just hope..
you dont get karma like i get..

Topeng

aku seperti memakai topeng..
untuk menutup segala kesedihan dihati tapi aku menangis didalam..
kenapa ini terjadi aku masih tidak mendapat jawapannya..
andai aku dapat memakai topeng ...
akan aku pakai untuk aku menangis sepuasnya melihat dia gembira bersama yg tersayang..

kenapa

kenapa sering kali aku disakiti...
kenapa harus aku menjumpai diayang sememangnya mempunyai kekasih..
kali ini lebih dalam lagi..
aku mencintai dia lebih dari diri sendiri..
aku menangis kerana dia..
sedangkan sebelum ini aku xpernah menagis kerana lelaki..
adakah ini takdir aku..
apa yang akan berlaku..
aku terpaksa pendam...

his my bestfriend if your break his heart i will break your face *GR

He was her bestfriend
She loved him dearly
But wouldn't ever say
When that other girl came along
She stated clearly
His my bestfriend
If you break his heart
I break your face
She smiled and laughed
Yeah right, you got to be kidding
The girl let it slide
That lady better watch it
What the girl said was true
Because she thought of that boy
More then a friend
You break his heart
I break your face
He was like an older brother
She loved him as so
She wanted him no more then family
A relationship would mess up
A very happy ending
Friends they would stay
Until she got jealous
His girlfriend said, "Just back off"
The other laughed
I've said it before
I'll say it again
He's my bestfriend
Break his heart
I break your face
The other got mad
And began to fuss
Thefriend justlaughed
"Oh you think your so tough"
The otherknew better
Shedidn't know how
Herfriend had fallen for her
But he was happy
and that's all she wanted
The next day the girl called it off
"I know she's more then a friend"
The next day the boy told his friend of the ocurence
The other simply smiled
She should know better
I'm nothing but a friend
And I like it that way
Boys are weird
And so am I
But in a relationship right now
Yeah right, you can forget it
The boy laughed at her
I knew you'd care
The girl pushed him slightly
You know I have your back
That afternoon the Ex came by
The friend was waiting with a smile
I warned you more then once
Did I not?
He's my bestfriend
You break his heart
I break your face
You broke his heart
So now I'll seal the deal

you this is all i can say

I still remember the first day we met
We were too shy to say much at all
It's funny to think back to that time
Because now we're having a ball!

They say that true friendship is rare
An adage that I believe to be true
Genuine friendship is something that I cherish
I am so lucky to have met you.

Our bond is extremely special
It is unique in its own way
We have something irreplaceable 
I love you more and more each day.

We've been through so much together
In so little time we've shared 
I will never forget all the moments
that you've shown me how much you cared.

Friends are forever
Especially the bond that you and I possess
I love your fun-filled personality
Somehow you never fail to impress.

The world could use more people like you
it would certainly be a better place
I love everything about you
You are someone I could never replace.

You are always there for me
When my spirits need a little lift
I cannot thank you enough for that
You are truly an extraordinary gift.

You are everything to me and more
I could never express that enough
Life is such a treacherous journey, and
Without you it would be even more tough.

Our story will continue to grow
With each passing day
Because I trust that with you by my side
Everything will always be Okay.

You are so dear to me
You know I will love you until the end
I will always be there for you, and
You will always (and forever) be my best friend

his my bestfriend and i love him

He's my friend
He has been for a while
And every time I talk to him
On my face appears a smile

He makes me feel special
And that's new to me
He's just as nice
As a guy can be

We joke around
Laugh, smile
And in the end
It's all worthwhile

I love how his eyes
Can see into my soul
I can believe every word
He's ever told

But if he can see into me
Answer me this
Why can't he tell
It's him I want to kiss?

If he's so perfect
Why doesn't he know?
The beating of my heart
Should tell him so

The way my eyes light up
When he sits with me
Should be a clue
If only he could see

It confuses me
I can't like him, he's my friend
But the truth is
I'll love him till the end

It frusterates me
Why can't he tell?!
I mean, I'm giving him clues
That go off like bells

I just hope one day
He will understand
I just hope one day
He'll hold my hand... 

pernah tak..

pernah tak korang rasa ada benda xkena...
korang fikir apa yang korang buat adalah salah..
korang memerlukan nasihat seseorang  tapi xtau sape..
korang xnak melukakan hati orang tapi korang melukakan hati sendiri..
kenapa semuanya terjadi masih xterjawab..
hanya  tuhan yang tahu apa yang telah terjadi..

DEAR NON MUSLIM

Dear non Muslim,

We are not your enemy. You are not our enemy. Islam does not say to kill the non Muslim. When Quran talks about killing non Muslim, the context is Muslims were at war with non Muslims, a war Muslims didn't start (Muslims are not allowed to start a war). The verse was revealed then. To kill them (not to run and hide). Even when killing them not to kill children, women, innocents, animals, trees, their worship places, etc. And if the enemy surrenders give them full security. That is what Quran says.

Do you think these days when enemy surrenders (in fear or not) the US gives them full security?
Torturing people to death, Guantanamo Bay, Abu Ghraib, secret prisons, lifetime in prisons without any trial, gang raping teens and burning them with their families?

The US and Israel govt wants you to hate Muslims. If you want to know Islam read Quran just once. You cannot judge a Ferrari by a bad driver.

Islam prohibits killing innocents and suicide, and also lying. There is nothing called "taqiyya" in Islam. You cannot learn Medicine from books of Accounts, likewise you cannot learn Islam from Media. You have to read Quran. Lying is a major sin in Islam. So is killing.

If anyone killed a person not in retaliation of murder, or (and) to spread mischief in the land - it would be as if he killed all mankind, and if anyone saved a life, it would be as if he saved the life of all mankind. [Quran 5:32]

Religion is not mentioned.
Race is not mentioned.
Age is not mentioned.
Country is not mentioned.
Gender is not mentioned.
Color is not mentioned.

Like you say Saddam/Osama represents Islam we can say Hitler/Bush represents Christianity. In the last 50 years US alone has killed at least 50 million people. Bush and Hitler nearly 8 million.

Some say all terrorists are Muslims.
Think about it.

Who started the first world war...
Muslims?
Who started the second world war...
Muslims?
Who killed about 20 millions of Aborigines in Australia...
Muslims?
Who sent the nuclear bombs of Hiroshima and Nagasaki...
Muslims?
Who killed more than 100 millions of Indians in North America...
Muslims?
Who killed more than 50 millions of Indians in south America...
Muslims?
Who took about 180 millions of African people as slaves and 88% of them died and was thrown in Atlantic ocean...
Muslims?
Who killed nearly 2 million Iraqis and Afghans...
Muslims?
Who were behind 9/11 and London Bombing...
Muslims?
Who owns the God damn media that deceives us...
Muslims?
Who kills for oil...
Muslims?
Who Invades foreign countries more...
Muslims?
Who rapes women every 32 sec in US and 2/3 women in US Military...
Muslims?
Who killed 12 people in Colorado cinema...
Muslims?
Who killed 30,000 Muslims Burma...
Muslims?
Who spies on other countries' peoples and governments...
Muslims?

None of these people are called "terrorist".
The people who give the label "terrorism" is at war with Muslims. That is why you see the people have the label "terrorist" are Muslims.

Terrorism and Religions
http://www.juancole.com/2013/04/terrorism-other-religions.html
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7/7 London Bombings
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnkNoNIgnK8

9/11
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igX7Z8VstN4

Fallujah, Iraq - The Hidden Massacre
Warning: Highly Disturbing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5qgfUjzbj4&oref

Fahrenheit 911
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwLT_8S_Tuo

Occupation 101 (Palestine-Israel)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_jvXnPG9Xc
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When it is said to them: "Make not mischief on the earth," they say: "We are only peacemakers." [Quran 2:11]

Isn't this the case today... in the name of Freedom and Democracy!

Law of current world
Muslims = Guilty (until proven innocent)
Non Muslim = Innocent (until proven guilty)

Some say Muslims kill Americans. This is my message for them.
//You invaded my country, you shot my mother, beat my father to death, raped my sister, took my water, burned my trees, destroyed my home, hospitals, schools, stopped electricity, took my job, still stealing our oil, bomb my country daily, starve and humiliate us all.

Yet you want me to greet you with flowers and candy?

When Muslims fight back you call them TERRORISTS? But they are Freedom Fighters. We don’t say they are completely right, we don’t say we agree with everything they do.

Your troops wouldn't die if they were with their families and let us be with our families happily.

The whole idea of Freedom Fighters is glorified, it is honorable to defend your country, except if you are a Muslim? The Muslim is not supposed to defend his country? The Muslim is just supposed to get out, walk away, live like a dog, be humiliated, allow his wife to be slaughtered, sister to be raped? A Muslim is supposed to accept this to be a good and an acceptable Muslim?

For Indians Mahatma Gandhi was a Freedom Fighter, but for occupiers he was a Terrorist. One man's terrorist is another man's freedom fighter. The difference between a terrorist and a freedom fighter is simply which news paper you are reading. Terrorist is a buzz word used to push an agenda, to push the masses' button, go get them to not think.//
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Islam is not responsible for the behavior of few reckless Muslims.

The Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said: "They are the losers, those who make the religion hard and tough. They imperil themselves who enforce tough practices of Islam. They destroy themselves, those who are extremes."
The Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said: “Those who go to extremes are doomed.”

The more you know about Islam, the more you realize how much you don't know - the less you know, the more you think you know.

“Be peaceful, be courteous, obey the law, respect everyone; but if someone puts his hand on you, send him to the cemetery.”
― Malcolm X
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Zionism behind all the major problems in this world.

The enemy of my enemy (Muslims) is my friend (Christians).

Every time Muslims get along with Christians they create a diversion.

The more the Christians get closer to Muslims the more they get away from Zionists. So they don't want this to happen.

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10152108317865089&set=a.297996550088.320623.681630088&type=3&theater
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“The media's the most powerful entity on earth. They have the power to make the innocent guilty and to make the guilty innocent, and that's power. Because they control the minds of the masses.”
― Malcolm X

“Whoever controls the media, controls the mind.”
― Jim Morrison

1500 newspapers, 1100 magazines, 9000 radio stations, 1500 TV stations, 2400 publishers all owned by 3 corporations.

Six Zionist Companies own 96% of the World’s Media

If you're not careful, the Media will have you hating the people who are being oppressed and loving the people who are doing the oppressing.

There is nothing between truth and falsehood except what is false. When the truth shifts its ground, even by an inch, it loses its status as the truth.

Muslims and Media, check this link.
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10152875664720089&set=a.297996550088.320623.681630088&type=1&theater
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Muslims love Jesus, we defend Jesus and Mary. A Muslim would never say a word against Jesus. One single word against Jesus and he is no longer a Muslim. A Muslim cannot be a Muslim if he doesn't not believe in Jesus. We have seen some people insulting Islam/Mosques/Muslims/Mohamed/Allah, but we have never seen a Muslim insulting Jesus or Mary.

Israel has insulted Jesus and Mary on live TV. It is on youtube to watch.

Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) in the Bible."I have yet many things to say unto you, but ye cannot bear them now. Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth is come, he will guide you unto all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come. He shall glorify me". [Gospel of John 16:12-14]

God revealed the Quran to Mohamed, he read it to his companions and they wrote it down. Quran does not have a single letter of Mohamed or any human being. [Jesus: "he shall not speak of himself but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak:"]

Mohamed is the only one who glorified Jesus who came after him. [Jesus said: He shall glorify me]

Quran has a chapter [19] by the name "Mary".
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"Allah Akbar" does not mean "3, 2, 1, boom", it means "God is great". In Arabic "God" is "Allah". Check Arabic Bible, they use "Allah" instead of "God", ask an Arabic Christian to translate "God (as in Jesus or whoever God is) is great" to Arabic.

"Jihad's" English translation is to "strive and struggle", NOT "holy war"..."holy war" in Arabic is "Harb al Muqadasa"... That is nowhere found in Quran and Hadith. Holy war has nothing to do with Islam.
Eg, If a student is working hard to pass the exam, he is doing jihad. US soldiers fighting Afghans to win the war, they are doing jihad. A parent forces his son to go to Church or to school, s/he is doing jihad. I'm trying to unite Muslims and non-Muslims, I'm doing jihad.

Beating wives, female genital mutilation, sharia law, honor killing etc, all these are just propaganda.

"Beware of false knowledge, it is more dangerous than ignorance".
- George Bernard Shaw

"Whenever you get information, check it up before you pass it on to third person" [Quran 49.6]
"Ask the People of Knowledge if you do not know" [Quran 21:7]
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The money required to eradicate hunger for everyone in the world has been estimated at $30 billion a year...... about as much as the world spends on the military every 8 days.

The US provides Israel $8.5 million in military aid each day.

“Every time we do something you tell me America will do this and will do that. I want to tell you something very clear: Don’t worry about American pressure on Israel. We, the Jewish people, control America, and the Americans know it.”
- Israeli Prime Minister, Ariel Sharon to Shimon Peres, October 3, 2001

They could use that money on education and health care.
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Pentagon reports that almost three rapes occur every hour in the US military. FBI statistics: every 32 sec a rape takes place in US. Many victims fail to report sexual assault out of fear of vengeance or lack of justice under the US military’s system of prosecution.

72 women are raped every 24 hours in India, that's 1 woman every 20 mins.

Those women didn't deserve it. And Muslims do NOT blame any religion. There are blacksheeps in every community.

NO Wife Beating in Islam. Beating is just symbolic (tapping with a handkerchief, either on hand or leg and should not leave a mark)

Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said, “The best of you are those who are best to your women”.
Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said, "None but a noble man treats women in an honorable manner, and none but an ignorant treats women disgracefully".
Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said, "I urge you to treat women well".
It is strictly forbidden to hurt a woman."
Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said, "Be kind to the women, because verily they are in your truth".

Womens Rights in Islam
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pESXwJYYcGo

50 year old Muslims marries a 15 year old girl, Breaking News, every TV screen every hour on every news. (but with her will, with her parents will)
50 year old man (non Muslim) rapes a 15 year old girl, news brief for few minutes. (against her will)

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Education:
The Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said: "Seeking knowledge is an obligation upon every Muslim".
1st creation: a pen.
1st message to the Prophet Mohamed (pbuh): "read".

In Islam, it is a must to get education and make the world a better place, whether you are a man or woman. I have seen Muslim women pilots, bus/car drivers, motorcycle riders, big bike riders, nurses, doctors, presidents, ministers, parliament members, general managers, construction workers etc etc. It is not a must to stay at home.

Pakistani Malala was a tool the Media used to attack Islam. They took the advantage.
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Dear non Muslim, the Zionism is destroying the world, by spreading hate and corruption.

The Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) foretold us (1400 years ago) about the wars between same religion (WWII, between borders), wars between religions (whats happening now). Just like you didn't blame borders don't blame religions. Blame politicians and sick minded people.

The Prophet Mohamed (pbuh) said "an Arab has no superiority over a non-Arab nor a non-Arab has any superiority over an Arab; also a white has no superiority over black nor a black has any superiority over white".

Speak the Truth –- Quran 3:17
Speak Straight –- Quran 33:70
Speak Justice –- Quran 6:152
Speak Kindly –- Quran 2:83
Speak Politely –- Quran 17:53
Speak Fairly –- Quran 17:28
Speak Gently –- Quran 20:44
Speak Graciously –- Quran 17:23
Speak not in Vain –- Quran 23:3
Speak no Lie –- Quran 22:30
Speak not to Backbite –- Quran 49:12
Speak not without Proof –- Quran 2:111
Speak no Slander –- Quran 33:58

Show forgiveness, enjoin what is good, and turn away from the ignorant [Quran 7.199]

We are not your enemy. You are not our enemy. Ignorance leads to fear, fear leads to hatred, and hatred gives violence. That is the equation. In the age of information ignorance is a choice.

Thank you
A Muslim

save gaza

ya allah
semakin  hari semakin dasyat dunia ini..
palestine semakin di perangi..
umat islam disana dikejami..
dunia seakan2x menutup mata…
tabahkanlah mereka ya allah
semoga mereka terus bertahan…

kenapa ye..

aku masih terfikir kenapa
Malaysia tidak buat cerita yang menceritakan
tentang culture or goverment attitude..
macam cerita hindi Jai hoo..
singh saab dan banyak lagi cerita hindi yang lain..
banyak moral story dalam cerita ni terutama singh saab..
kenapa kita tak buat macam tu..
takut ke apa yang kita nak takut..
relaks ar kalau takut sampai bila industri perfileman tak maju..
sebab asyik buat cerita yang mengarut..
cerita yang aku rasa bagus kat malaysia ni cerita Merong mahawangsa..
yang lain still tak boleh bawak kategori bagus..
sepatutnya media ni buat something yang boleh sedarkan orang ramai..
sebab media bawak pengaruh yang besar...

luahkan orang miskin...

tahu tak kamu membina bangunan yang tinggi..
kamu telah merampas cahaya matahari dari orang miskin..
kamu  membina bangunan yang tinggi sampai langit
kelihatan kecil..
kamu dilimpahi dengan kemewahan
sedangkan kami hidup ditepi jalan..
kamu makan di resoran yang mahal..
kami makan makanan di dalam tong sampah..
semua tanah yang ada dijadikan pusat membeli belah..
sehingga tiada pun tempat tinggal untuk kami..
begitu banyak bangunan atau rumah mewah yang dibina..
sangat menyusahkan kami..
sehingga kami mati pun hidup kami susah..

makin lama makin bodoh..

Dunia akhir zaman semakin nampak..
umatnya semakin lama semakin bodoh..
yang kaya semakin kaya..
yang miskin semakin miskin..
Lemah dihina dipukul..
tiada lagi belas kasihan ..
terhadap binatang ,manusia,
islam semakin ditindas dipijak..
islam hanya pada ic atau nama..
teknologi yang sepatutnya membuat kita pandai..
tapi kita menjadi semakin bodoh..

ini lah akibatnya kalau malaysia x buat undang2x binatang di siksa kena denda..

kebodohan segelintir rakyat malaysia.
kalau ye pun kau xsuke kucing kau buang die dari tingkat 7 kenapa..
bodoh bodoh

doa qunut nazilah mari sama2x baca

ا

ونعوذبك من شرورهم

Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya kami meletakkan-Mu di batang-batang leher musuh2 kamiDan kami berlindung dengan-Mu daripada kejahatan2 mereka Ya Allah,

اللهم بددشملهم وفرق جمعهم 

وشتت كلمتهم وزلزلاقدامهم

وسلطعليهم كلبامن كلا بك

Ya Allah, Leburkanlah kumpulan2 mereka Pecah belahkan dan kacau bilaukan persatuan mereka Goncangkan pendirian mereka Dan hantarkanlah anjing2 kamu kepada mereka 

يا قهار يا جبار يامنتقم

Wahai tuhan yang gagah perkasa Wahai tuhan yang penuh raksasa Wahai tuhan yang bersifat murka 

يا ألله يا ألله يا ألله

Ya allah Ya allah Ya allah Ya allah, 

ويامجري السحاب

وياهازمالاٴحزاب

إهزمهم وانصرنا عليهم

Wahai tuhan yang menurunkan kitab, Wahai tuhan yang mengarakkan awan Wahai tuhan yang menewaskan bala tentera al-ahzab Kalahkan mereka Kalahkan mereka Kalahkan mereka Dan menangkan kami ke atas mereka.

ya allah selamatkan mereka

bau tanah dan hanyir tanah
bersatu
palestina
sekujur tubuh dipangkuan terkulai
dirobek kepalanya

ratap hiba ayah tua mengapa dia
baru bermula perjuangannya
mengapa tidak aku saja

penindasan dan kekejaman tak surut
ya palestina
sang syuhada palestina
terhimpun semua disana

anakku jantungku gugurmu syahid
sumpahku semangatku
tak pernah pudar

selagi terdaya matimu ku bela
bumi ini akan merdeka di akhirnya

kesensaraan dan penderitaan
pasti berlalu selamanya

anakku jantungku gugurmu syahid
sumpahku semangatku
tak pernah pudar

selagi terdaya matimu ku bela
bumi ini akan merdeka di
akhirnya

Macam tu ke?

keluarga ke kalau saling mengeji sama sendiri..
keluarga ke kalau saling menjatuhkan sesama sendiri..
kalau kaya tu sombong sangat...
yang miskin di dipandang hina betol...
kaya tapi tak bahagia buat apa...

keluarga ke macam ni...
sedih bila fikir keluarga macam ni..
lebih baik duduk di gaza pertahankan islam...

Peringatan untuk semua

Terkejut..

Pukul 8.am semalam tibe-tibe encik Hamster..
mesej kata thumbs ups 4mei 2013..
aku terkejut apakah yang dimaksudkan ...
suddenly teringat..
oooo blog lama aku ada kutuk pasal dia..
itu cita lama sebab terlalu ikut rasa marah..
maafkan saya en hemster..
itu masa saya masih lagi sayang awk..
and rasa benci membuak2x..
sekarang semuanya berakhir...

LAYAK ke ?

kalau seorang suami tidak dapat memberi nafkah  kepada isteri..
layak ke dipanggil suami..?
seorang suami yang tidak dapat melindung isteri..
layak ke di panggil suami..?
seorang suami yang sepatutnya lebih berkerja keras dari isteri tetapi tidak melakukannya
layak ke menjadi seorang suami..?
seorang suami yang sepatutnya memberi duit kepada isteri tapi dia pula minta pada isteri..
layak ke menjadi seorang suami..?
seorang suami yang sepatut mengelap air mata seorang isteri tapi dia yang menyebab isteri menangis..
layak ke menjadi seorang suami..?
seorang ayah yang sepatutnya melindungi anak2xnya tapi merosakkan anaknya..
layak ke dipanggil ayah..?
seorang ayah yang sepatutnya membela anaknya dari dicaci tapi dia sendiri mencaci anaknya..
layak ke menjadi seorang ayah..?
seorang ayah yang hanya pandai memaki tetapi tidak menunjuk contoh yang baik alasan kerana dia lebih tua.
layak ke dipanggil ayah..?

iyer memang Allah menguji kita..
mungkin  memang takdir seseorang menerima jodoh dengan orang seperti ni..
tapi tidak semestinya kita tidak boleh meng ubah masa depan kita..
tiada alasan sebernarnya...
fikir2x kan sampai bila kita ingin hidup di tempat yang sama...

i dont have one..

seronok tengok orang selfie dengan ayah mereka..
bawak bf/gf or merangkap menantu jumpa ayah..
aku ni ada tapi ayah tiri..
yang malas aku nak describe dia macam mana..
aku nak cakap pasal dia kat fb orang marah..
nak marah dia pun orang marah..
cuba fikir options apa yang aku ada untuk meluahkan segala duka..
ayah tiada, mak bz, akak bz..
bestnya mereka yang mempunyai ayah..
pasti lebih terdidik pandai dalam agama..
kerana pasti setiap ayah mahu yang terbaik untuk anak2x mereka..
hargai bapa anda kerana tidak semua bertuah memiliki ayah...

ABAH..

hidup aku memang tidak mempunyai ayah kandung hanya ibu dan kakak..
aku selalu mengharapkan seorang ayah yang akan selalu bersama ku...
melindungi ku..
Allah itu maha adil allah kurniakan aku seorang lelaki yang aku boleh panggil abah...
aku selalu bergurau dengan abah..
naik motor dengan abah tidur atas perut abah..
pergi kedai pagi-pagi makan nasi lemak..
abah selalu panggil aku angle..
tapi Hari Ahad 29/6/2014..

abah meninggal dunia kami tunggu di hospital 3 hari..
dengan mengharapkan abah akan bangun dan memandang kami..
ramai yang kata abah dah tak ada harapan..|
tapi along masih mengharapkan abah bangun tanpa memikirkan seksanya abah..
ye aku akui dia sangat menyayangi abah...
aku sedih bila di kata nombor aku tiada dalam fon abah..
seolah2x aku menipu abah menelefon aku...
orang lain tidak faham bertapa sayangnya aku pada abah...

Jejaka idaman

kalau diberi pilihan memilih jejaka idaman..
saya tidak memilih lelaki yang pandai dalam memasak...
faham isi hati wanita..
romantik bila bersama saya..
bagi saya..
tidak mengapa dia tidak memahami masalah saya..
tapi dia mampu membuat saya tertawa saat saya bersedih..
mampu buat saya tersenyum saat saya ditimpa masalah..
mampu menasihati saya..
apa yang penting adalah lelaki yang mampu membuat saya tersenyum..

Sedid betol

dunia sekarang memang kejam..
yang kaya dikaya kan..
yang miskin semakin miskin..
ya allah ujian yang kau beri sangat menyakitkan..

what is it.. what i feel..

why my heart make so much noise..?
it does not go here and there..
it goes just toward you..
what was happend is such a short time?
what is it lost when eyes met?
it is in the crowd of people..
when i am alone with fare of people here..
the tale has started..
my heart do want leason to me..
it cross all limit..
itself become tense..
it make me tense soo much..
i dont rather this is true or not..
just in short time i loss my mine..
i 'll be happy for no reason..
dancing for no reason..
everything is beautiful when i met you...
i like to see you face..
because of that day i loss mind till now..
i always dream about you..
i just hope you feel the same..

salah ke...

salah ke kalau aku putus dengan dia sebab aku xkan pernah faham kerja dia..
kami berdua menjadi halangan kepada kerjaya kami masing-masing...
kenapa perlu kau mengadu kat orang kau xsedar ke ego kau tinggi sangat..
banyak benda yang aku sabar dari dulu..
penat tau x..
adil lah sikit..

TRUE FRIEND

Bila aku start masuk unisel aku tak kesah tentang adanya kawan..
bagi aku cukup lah pris je kawan aku..
sampai aku bersama hafiz...
tapi still aku rasa sangat kosong..
tapi bila aku berkawan dengan mereka cara mereka layan aku..
mereka tidak mencari bila hanya memerlukan..
aku rasa lebih dihargai..
walaupun pada mulanya aku tak suka dengan mereka..
baru aku sedar selain pris..
diaorang yang menjadi kawan aku..
they are the true friend..
i hope they will be my friend forever..
when im with them i be me again...

sweet moment i never gonna forget this

jatuh cinta

memang mudah untuk jatuh cinta..
tapi adakah kita betol-betol mencintai..
atau hanya sekadar suka..
ada perbezaan antara suka cinta dan sayang..
suka kita suka cara dia suka tengok muka dia..
tapi cinta kita tidak memiliki dia tapi setiap kali kita bertemu dengannya
jantung kita berdebar-debar tapi sukar untuk kita luahkan..
sayang kita ambil perhatian tentangnya takut untuk kehilangannya

im gonna miss you

Hari ni last jumpa dia untuk  sebulan..
mesti orang kata aku gila sebab sebulan je..
dah la jumpa dia kat kelas je..
ini tak jumpa langsung..
aku bukan tak nak masuk wataniah..
tapi aku taknak lah semua benda nak sama dengan dia..
biarlah kami  ada aktivity kami sendiri..
#im gonna miss you...

my photo

                                 
                                              Night view in Taman Tasik Shah alam..
                                  still learn to be a professional

semoga rohnya di tempat dikalangan orang yang beriman...

hari ini aku menerima suatu berita yang mengejutkan..
umi cyfa pergi meninggalkan dunia ini...
ya allah kau tabahkan lah hati cyfa..
kau tempatkan umi dikalangan orang yang beriman ya allah...

Keliru

Bila terfikir tentang dia aku tidak pasti sama ada aku yang tidak memahami dia atau dia yang selalu mengabaikan aku.. makin hari makin kosong hati ini.. seperti hilang cinta untuknya.. ya allah kau tabahkan hati ini semoga aku sentiasa mencintainya... semoga aku sabar dengan sikapnya.. semoga dia tidak memberi harapan yang begitu banyak kepada ku..

this song

Jika ku hadir untuk disakiti
Biarlah ku pergi jauh dan sendiri
Tanpa ada kamu siapapun di sini ku menangis

Kebodohanku telah anggap dirimu
Kan baik untukku butakan hatiku
Kau pergi begitu saja tak ku tahu, ku telah layu

Mungkin karnaku terlalu mencintaimu
Ku terluka

Kemana ku berlari
Kemana aku kan pergi
Ku cintai namun benci
Caramu mencintaiku

Kebodohanku telah anggap dirimu
Kan baik untukku butakan hatiku
Kau pergi begitu saja tak ku tahu, ku terluka

Kemana ku berlari
Kemana aku kan pergi
Ku cintai namun benci
Caramu mencintaiku

Biarlah ku simpan
Menjadi kenangan hidupku

Kemana ku berlari
Kemana aku kan pergi
Ku cintai namun benci
Caramu mencintaiku (2X)

Ku cintai namun benci
Caramu mencintaiku

FOR A MOMENT..

pada  mulanya terfikir adakah dia yang aku cari..
tapi perasaan ni kian pudar setelah lama bersama..
dia sangat baik tetapi   tidak memahami perasaan ini..
adakah dia untukku...

Light painting

kerinduan

Ayah dimana engkau berada
disini aku merindukanmu
menginginkan untuk berjumpa
merindukan akan belaianmu

Kasih sayangmu selalu ku rindu
engkau selalu hadir dimimpi
mimpi yang begitu nyata bagiku
menginginkan engkau untuk kembali

Aku selalu mengharapkan engkau hadir
menemani aku setiap hari
menemani masa pertumbuhanku ini

Aku tumbuuh menjadi besar
tanpa engkau disisiku
tanpa engkau yang menemani h