Let Me Be ME

Thursday, 6 February 2014

Bosan3x..

BOsan..

ya,
Bosan..

jam Dinding yang berdetik..
deRuan KIpas Yang melankolik
bagaikan mengejek kekemutan masaku berlalu..

bosan
adakah begini aku sampai akhirnya
memandang saujana di balkoni
seaKan maHU ku IKut Burung-burung itu
Bergembira di atas..tanpa rasa BOsan pada derUan angin yang KUat,
HUjan Yang gerimis..

Bosan,
ku CUba laRikan masa
deNgan MenjengaH buKU tuaku
yang seAkan terkesima DGn kehadiranku di lembarannya..
tapi aku ditinggalKan dia JUa
yang Bosan DGn ku..

adakah DUnia ini yang Membosankan..
atau,adakah aku..
yang sebenarnya membosanKan..?

entah?
haRUskah aku Keluar Mencari eRti bosan ITu
jikA apa Y ku Mahu ialah Bersendiri..
tapi mengapa Bosan Menyelubungi
tatkala ini..?

Sunday, 19 January 2014

Terasa macam diri tak dihargai..

tidak mampu melawan..
tidak mampu membantah...
nak keluar xkasi keluar...
bahaya katanya..
tapi pernah tak terfikir adakah dia..
setiap kali ku inginkan..
tak mampu  untuk meluahkan..
selalu mematikan perbualan hanya begitu sahaja..
setelah lama menunggu..

Pilih jalan yang betul..

ada ayat yang mengatakan..
jika mencintaimu adalah salah aku taknak menjadi betul..
that is a bullshit words you know...
come wake up her or him is not for you...
why you want to be such a loser...
dia memang bukan ditakdirkan bukan untuk kita..
move on..
what i we waiting for...

meaning full lyrics

Goodbye to you my trusted friend 
We've known each other since we were nine or ten 
Together we've climbed hills and trees 
Learned of love and ABC's 
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees 

[Bryan:]
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that spring is in the air 
Pretty girls are everywhere 
Think of me and I'll be there 

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time 

[Shane:]
Goodbye Papa please pray for me 
I was the black sheep of the family 
You tried to teach me right from wrong 
Too much wine and too much song 
Wonder how I got along 

[Mark:]
Goodbye papa it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that the spring is in the air 
Little children everywhere 
When you see them I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone 

[Nicky:]
Goodbye Michelle my little one 
You gave me love and helped me find the sun 
And every time that I was down 
You would always come around 
And get my feet back on the ground 

[Shane:]
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere 
I wish that we could both be there 

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

Let me be me..

hidup aku tak selalu indah..
aku pun tak tau apa yang indah...
tapi itu terpulang pada diri kita sendiri..
macam mana nak buat hidup ni indah...
senyumlah walau seribu duka menhampiri..
itu adalah jalan yang terbaik...

Saling menjatuhkan

Kita hidup didunia akhir zaman memang begini...
kita akan selalu menjatuhkan sesama sendiri..
pemimpin yang tidak adil di agung-agung...
benarkah apa yang dilakukan..
tidak ada lagikah keadilan...
yang buta terus dibutakan..
yang pekak terus dipekakkan..

Terima kasih...

kita selalu kecewa membenci orang yang menyakiti hati kita..tapi kita tak sedar sebenarnya kita perlu berterima kasih kepada dia yang menyakiti kitakerana dengan disakiti kita akan belajar menjadi lebih matang...kita akan lebih memahami hidup ini..lebih bersyukur bukan membenci dan mendendami..